the title is a bit weird, actually.
what it actually meant was something like.. very peaceful, very quiet, very nice..

是一个很漂亮的地方
没有什么人
没有城市的喧哗
有的只是海浪和飞机的声音
还有风。
好大好大的风......
很平静，
很舒服，
很怀念.....

很庆幸有你在我身边
因为有你在，所以一切都显得很对
还有好多好多的星星陪我
幸福~

Labels: dearie

i'm supposed to post this last week, but i'm only free now.
that should give you guys an idea of how busy i've been

anyways, like i said, i went prawn fishing with dearie last saturday.

SEE! prawn fishing.. hahaha i'm not the one fishing.. i'm taking photographs..
it's not a very big place though.. 1 prawn pond, 1 fish pond, 1 kids pond..


hmm i did try fishing for prawns though.. when dearie walked away and passed me the fishing rod, i caught a super big prawn!!! biggest catch of the day lehs~

see how big the prawn is.. hahaha
but i duno how to release the prawn from the hook.. so dearie had to do it.. haa


that's not all the photos i have la.. but the rest are just randomly taken when no prawns took the bait.. hahaha
in total we caught 16 prawns! all of which i brought home for my mom. she steamed all the prawns for the whole family.. which wasn't alot, but all of us were full from dinner and fruits le.. haa~
it's fun, really..

and yday we went to watch 'Alone'..
err not a fantastic show. story line was ok, but the ending was lame la.. but i like the twist in the story.
we agreed that 'Wishing Stairs' is still one of the best ;)

hmm stupid rain spoiled the mood for shopping today.
let's go next week ya? =)

Labels: dearie, movie

yea i love to talk about my good friends. hahaha
anyways, i called irene the other day and told her that my mom said i should ask her out for shopping instead. 'cause my mom gets tired from being dragged around by me and waiting for me to try my clothes. haa~

so we were chatting.
and i tell you.. best friends just defend each other.
but of course, she has her grounds to defend me.
we both (plus maybe a few others) seriously think that i look better.
but it just feels so nice when your best friend starts defending you and getting so heated up over an obviously untrue comment..
muahahahhaa

anyways, i went prawn fishing with dearie on sunday.
it's fun~!!!
yes, i mean, seriously fun.. provided the prawns are stupid enough to bite the bait.
i have picutres! but not now. i haven't uploaded them online anyway. so hang in there while i find some spare time to do all that k?
but seriously, it's fun. ;)

and yes girls. we need to do some shopping.
i'll check out novena square while i'm there this friday k? then i'll let you girls know if there's anything worth exploring..

YES! i'm gg to novena this friday.
omg that's so far. i don't think i've been there before.
what if i get lost?!!! (which probably won't happen. 'cause if thats the case, all 5 of us are gonna get lost tgt~)

i'm so busy.. and time passes so fast when i'm working.
it's wednesday already!!! omg...
saturday is coming!!!!!!!

woohoo~

Labels: dearie, shopping, work, xianglooyunxuan

my dearie is amazing.. really really amazing..
how did he manage to suddenly turn up in front of me with my favourite tsp again?!

no.. it's not about the tsp.. it's about how he still makes the effort to get it for me..
that's why, my dearie is amazing.... ^^

i was talking to PS and pegg yday..
and i'm really really thankful to ajie because my dear girl is happy with him..
and to pegg.. i hope she can pluck up the courage to make changes..

and to my dearie.. i want to let you know that i'm really happy with you. very contented with what i have..

thank you..... =)
能和你牵手 我是幸福的

Labels: dearie, relationship

i was so bored yesterday, i attempted to make a collage. and i did one of me n dearie~!!!



nice?? haa.. i say nice.. 1st attempt lehs!! simple is nice.. =)

mtg the girls for steamboat ltr~! and dearie's gonna go with me.. hopefully ben n justin can come, then that'll be great!!! biiiiiiiiig gathering.. haha..
-excited-
anyways, irene has blogged about our shopping trip.. n as usual, her entry has so much more details than mine.. so do read.. haha..

lalala~ i just made new specs.. nice, but like abit outstanding, the color.. hahaha..

Labels: dearie, pictures

记得有这么一句话：

‘勇敢去爱吧，就当作自己从来没有受伤过’

当时觉得，怎么可能
受伤了就是受伤了，怎么能当作从没受伤过

原来，你需要遇上对的人
遇上了对的人，就会有勇气去爱
就会忘了自己受伤过
因为身边有人给你勇气，让你能够抛开一切的担心

可能开始会很难。 因为会害怕再受伤
可是更害怕让身边的人受伤
因为他比自己更重要
希望他永远是开心的，所以会努力

以前我以为，我在错的时间遇上对的人
然后又在对的时间遇上错的人

原来都不是
他们是在生命里曾经留下足迹的过客。
生命里必须有一、两个过客，才会学会珍惜后来出现的人

真正对的那个人，是会在对的时间出现的
在你身边的人，是过客还是停留者？
我希望我不是你身边的过客。
至少我认为你不会是。

谢谢你再出现在我面前，成为我命运的一部分

Labels: dearie, relationship

夜已深
心很静
看着你
甜美努力唯一

我耍赖
我逃离
我相信
不变是你守候背影

惭愧我曾经差点放弃
无愧是你

谢谢让我爱上你
生命再多委屈
你不离不弃

谢谢让我牵着你手心
太美丽的熟悉
一生约定

我偶尔没把握
够资格
走完这四季

谢谢让我牵着你手心
太美丽的熟悉
一生约定
走下去

i not really good with words? but these lyrics pretty much sums up how i feel..
i know that there are worries, fears and uncertainties, but give me time? give us time.. things will work out. thank you for being patient with me..
=)

i'm sorry.. bad experiences should stay in the past. you should be having more doubts than me, but you trust me.. trust that i'm serious and that this will work out..
thank you for trusting me..

Labels: dearie

me and dear went to the zoo yesterday~!!!!!
because we talked about it the other time, we decided to go yesterday..
erm i have to mention that, zoo is ex! they earn so much out of tourists la.. they should charge singaporeans cheaper..

and i have alot of photos~!! but i have no time to upload it.. or rather, i have the photos le but too many to upload. haa. 120 photos lehs~!! i where got time to upload everything?
another time la ok? when i feel more free.. then i'll give a full description of the zoo trip when i upload the photos.

anyways, what i wanted to blog about is, i went to collect my academic gown today in school! and dear very nicely drove me there. so.. what happens was, alot of people will come up to him and try to advertise to him all the graduation stuff.. initially he will tell them he's with me. after that he just tell them 'i'm from NTU' directly.

and... i just burst out laughing!!!!!! he just tell them so straight in the face that it's so funny!!!
and one of the ladies looked at him blankly (i was standing away), so i went to him and told her 'oh he's with me..'

and she said 'oh that's so sweet.. normally the bf will just accompany on the actual day. seldom will accompany to collect gown..'

ya lor, i think he's so sweet too =)
fetched me to collect my gown because it might be heavy.. and very nicely waited for me..
thanks dear~

after which i went to find cookie!!!! cookie is so cute.. and he loves me!!!!
like, really loves me.. he said cookie has never stick so closely to anyone else (err visitors la) before, which means that cookie really likes me~!!! so happy~~

谢谢让我爱上你

Labels: dearie

i went jogging this evening~!!!
haa haven't jogged for some days, then decided that i'm in good condition to continue jogging..

2 laps into the jog, and i saw a white nissan march with a P-plate drove past me.. and 'cause i'm not wearing my specs, i can't even see the carplate number...
and i though to myself..
whats the probability of the same car driving past me.. and the driver is someone i wana see...
so i thought about it and continued jogging..

and then.. in my 3rd lap.. i saw the driver of the car~!!!
someone i wana see.. =)
and he said: 'the probability is high. it's my hands and legs what..'

(^^)

because he's worried abt me, so he came to find me..
wanted to see if i'm ok.. *touched*
although it may be on the way, but it's the effort.. =)
thank you....

Labels: dearie

this kind of title usually appear in irene's blog, not mine..
hahahaha

but anyway, i've been spoilt recently..
and eating too much!!!
today, i met him to pass him dumplings i wrapped..
and.... he bought me strudel!!!! so touched... i totally din know until he took it out when sending me upstairs..
and he went all the way to The Rail Mall to get it.. so mafan.. *touched* thank you.... =)

see! my strudel is so nice.. and its huge lar~! i'm such a piggy.. hahaha




did i mention? i was eating the strudel in the kitchen when my dad walked over and said 'eh u're eating bread ah?'

-.-

ok my dad hasn't eaten strudel before. so people! cannot laugh at my dad.. he's the best daddy in the whoooooooole wide world ok! BLEH!



strudel from The Rail Mall.. i didn't realise he went so far out to get it for me.. until i came home and saw the box and started smiling to myself and feeling bad at the same time..
but 还是很感动....
thank you~ (^^)



see my strudel!!! 羡慕我吧！ muahahahaha (=x ok i have to tone down a little.. cannot so mean..)
lalalalala~

it's really not about the gifts and etc.. it's about the thought that counts..
it's the fact that he still went all the way down to get something for me that really touched me..
so, i still want to thank you... =)

and next to enter!!!!
is the dumplings that went through my torture and survived the boiling~!!!!



TADA!! my dumplings ok.. eh now in a bundle, so can't really tell if it pass.. but effort la huh..
it's the effort that counts..
hard work lehs! it's not easy.. so people, appreciate the dumplings you guys are eating.. =)

and i promised pictures of my tsp too (tsp = tau sar piah. from chong hanxiang)


the box la.. free promo for the shop owner lehs.. the tsp here is really nice!! me and xiang agreed that tsp is comfort food.. esp nice tsp.. hahaha must try!!!!!
but i only know it's from balestier and seriously don't know how to get there..
which is why i'm even more touched.. because he never went there before too~



see! so nice rights.. err ya i ate one alr.. paiseh ahs.. hee~
it was sreaming at me, telling me to eat it whenever i walked past it... i couldn't ignore its pleas, could i? ;)
but it's really nice la.. me and my mom just chiong tsp everyday.. yums~!!!

ok that about it for now..
'huh like that only ah??'
hello! all in 1 week leh.. i'm gonna 肥死 already lor..
i can already imagine the number on the weighing scale increasing.. and increasing... and increasing!!!!!

ok diet for the next 1 month.. =x

Labels: dearie, food

谢谢你闯进我的生命，让我爱上你

我问你，为什么是我？
你却问我，为什么海是冲向陆地的?
为什么草要长在那里？
为什么天上会有那么多的星星？

可是还是要谢谢你。
因为有你在我身边，所以我很幸福
因为有你傻傻地疼我，所以我很幸福
因为任何事都有你在，所以我很幸福
谢谢你

我最常说的，是‘谢谢你’
而你最常说的，是叫我不要想太多

我会吗?
好像是吧？

我想再回到那个有星星，有飞机，有你的地方........

Labels: dearie, relationship

xuan has been in a good mood recently. like, reeeeeally good mood..
and PS started singing songs to me this morning.. i had to tell her to stop 'cause she's too kua zhang.. and those kind of madness, once a day is enough.. hahaha

anyway, i still want to say again that xuan 是幸福的!!!!!!
i get to eat my favourite tau sar piah today!! its really my favourite.. from my favourite stall somemore!!
i was just grinning away when he held it out in front of me. i just didn't didn't didn't expect him to show up!! really caught me by surprise~ and he turned up with my favourite tau sar piah somemore! we only talked about it once and he remembered.. i don't even know how to go there but he actually bought it for me!!!! *touched*

i took a picture of my tau sar piah! hahaha i want to keep memories of all these small things he does for me..
that time i forgot to take the cakes, very sad le.. this time must remember (though i ate one alr =x)

ohs i found a job already.. starting in july..
ending this temp hopefully this week. so people! if you want to ask me out, hurry!!
once i start work officially, i probably won't have time for you guys le.. i'll be busy..
and all my free time will be taken up too ;) sorry ah, guys.. hahahaha

我真的已经很幸福、很幸福了。
再这样下去，我会被宠坏的。
谢谢你...... =)

Labels: dearie, work

the most common title i use must be 'randoms'..
anyway, i went for chun meng's wedding dinner yday with weite and my parents @ four season's hotel.. i must say that it's veeeeeery posh.. the dinner and the service and everything.. food was very nice (other than the dessert), but thankfully the cheesecake @ the end of the dinner saved it.. and its nice to be able to catch up with weite and fill each other up.. he's one friend who's constantly changing over the years and i just get a surprise every time i see him.. haha

went over to bt timah for my satay beehoon! i shall go over to beauty world next time for another stall's satay beehoon.. he thinks it's nicer =) so i shall try! then maybe i will change my favorite satay beehoon stall..

i was asked why is it 'i just want to feel that he's different'
eh i can't remember lehs.. i wrote that entry in the wee hrs when i was half asleep..
but i think, it's cause i don't know whether he's really different.. eh bad experience, bad experience la..
so, i believe, time will tell!!
but what i do know for sure is, he's definitely much more patient.. alot, alot more patient.. will take note of small small things around me.. minor issues i mentioned will be remembered..
问我 whether enough space to 下车也是一种关心。

'no matter when, no matter where, no matter what time, i am just a phone call away'

the 1st time we saw stars tgt was @ science centre.. hahaha i will remember de~ =)

but hor, i really think that cakes 是拿来看的，不是拿来吃的. hee~
i like the feeling of looking @ all the cakes from the display window and thinking that it should taste very nice.. haa~ 有些东西，还是凭想象的会好一点.
another of xuan's weird theory.. haa~
somemore hor, if i really finish all the cakes i saw @ great world yday, 我应该会肥得你们都认不出我了吧。later loo comes back and cannot recognise me how?!!

可是有人陪我一起看蛋糕，我还是觉得很开心。幸福喔~
and hor, body butter really cannot eat de la.. all natural ingredients also cannot.. papaya also cannot.. looks like ice cream yogurt also cannot la!!!! later i need to call ambulance ah -oops-

i want to bring cookie to ECP~ hee.. 应该会很好玩 =)
(eh did i say ECP or sentosa?? hmm ECP better la.. i can skate!! =x)
lalala~~

Labels: dearie

alot of things worry me.. like when i officially start work, where is the time gonna come from?
i don't want all the problems and quarrels that comes with the r/s.. i don't want all the unhappiness that comes with it..

yes i'm paranoid and pessimistic..
too many bad experiences le.. i don't want all those..
i don't ever want to be doubted again..
i don't want to make the same mistakes i did the last time..

i gave him my blog add, and i forgot about something i wrote..
and he read it..
so tdy on the way home, he said 'i'm prob gonna be taking AYE'
stunned me.. i was thinking.. 'orh..'
and he said 'i read ur blog..'
and i went 'oh ya!!!'
but he said something.. 'but you forgot to mention something.. the person is different'

he's right! the person is different..
i don't know if intuitions are useful here.. but he's just different...
maybe i just want to feel that he's different..

but, i really enjoyed myself tonight.. really..
although without the lights from the construction will be even better..
wana see the stars fill up the sky..
with the breeze and all.. it's really nice..
i didn't want to leave at all~!!!!

i want to spend more time together.. weekends should be 5 days and weekdays only 2 days.. haha
then i can work 2 days and spend 5 days with you =)
so many places, so many things i want to do..

1) beach with cookie
2) SJ island for the stars + night view
3) zoo!!!
4) i want to go back from esplanade to clarke quay

hmm anything else anot.. ya i think now thats about all ba~
i like the way he wants to do things for me but ends up turning up in orchard~ *smiles*
its not the end point, its the effort..
and how he remembers everything i said before..
like the way how he always manages to make me laugh..
thanks..

oh yea i havent tell you guys where tt super sweet phrase came from.. i would love to tell you guys some super sweet and lovely guy said it to me..
sorry ah.. its on the card i gave.. =) hee~
but i think, like what cerise said.. it should be how every r/s should be..

Labels: dearie

你有没有过一段想忘掉的回忆？
如果我的生命可以重来，我想擦掉去年的一段回忆
而你说，你愿意做我的橡皮擦，把它擦掉。
谢谢你愿意做我的橡皮擦。

我说，我不懂得相信，不知道人什么时候说谎，什么时候是真的。
你叫我不要相信你
说，行动会告诉我什么是真的。
谢谢你不介意我不相信你。

我说，和你一起很开心，可是我不知道未来会怎样。
你说，你也一样
可是你会努力，证明是可以的。对我证明，也对你自己证明。
谢谢你愿意努力。

你说，你不会答应我什么，可是你会尽最大的努力
你只怕没有时间，可是你会努力
你说都交给你就可以了。
我说我需要时间，然后你说没有人在后面催我。如果有，你会帮我教训他。
谢谢你愿意教训任何催促我的人。

我告诉你我的故事
然后你说，你不会把我丢在街上
就算会生气，也不会对我气太久
谢谢你和他不一样。

我发现，我对你所说的话真的没什么抵抗力。

谢谢你。真的。
谢谢你想照顾我很久很久。
谢谢你出现在我面前。

Labels: dearie