Have not updated for another longest time ever. Sometimes there is the sudden urge to write something, but I guess laziness always overcomes me and I gave in to it..
So many things has changed since the last update. People have graduated, found a job, changed a job. Friends have moved up the corporate ladder or moved on to greener pastures. Some have found joy in what they are doing.
And I wonder what an I doing with my life. hmm.. I know it's time for a change, but changes are always frightening. I don't know what to expect next, don't know what's held in place for me. It's so frustrating 'cause I still don't know what's gonna happen. Why isn't there anyone pointing out the path to me? I'm so tired of searching for something for myself, worried that it would not turn out to be the correct way.
Then what happens?
What's most practical is what I have right now, and I know I should just cherish it and hold on to it. But I still can't help but feel worried for myself....
