feeling so tired recently..
not physically. emotionally. it's like there's a million and one things to do, but i cannot finish it, not motivated to finish it.. but in the end i still have to deal with it.
alone.
jon was telling me to get myself a choc cake and pamper myself after working so hard..
no point pampering myself lar..
pamper 了还不是一样..
save the money.
no one for me to complain to.. argh..
so tired.. i want to throw all my readings and papers and text books out of the window.
i want to go for a walk, do some shopping, nua with my girls, laugh.
it's so easy and yet so difficult to laugh.
getting my new specs tomorrow. can't wait.
and then i might go crazy and snip off my hair.
maybe.
is there anyone who will stop telling me what to do, what i should do, how i should feel; and listen to what i want to say?
i cannot counsel myself. damn..
now i know how i should never never give advise.
it's irritating; especially when you don't know anything.
i miss ethan.. come back soon, i miss you..
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