so many things going on in my life..
so much negativity..
sometimes, I guess the only positivity in my life is the people who showed their concern for me.
he who is worried about me when I do not reply, especially when he knows I'm down.
and she who supports me when I msg her and confide in her.
how do you tell when someone is lying to you?
lie detectors are proven not to work. Detection of Deception methods does not work.
not when the person is bent on lying to you.
people can get so good at lying, you don't even know what is true and what is not.
modern technology has a play in it.
we send sms-es and msn all the time, we no longer communicate face to face.
so how do we look at the person in the eye and make him/her show his/her sincerity?
we can't. so we're now good at lying, and bad at detecting the lies.
too much pretense in my life.
too many false fronts.
and not everyone can look at it the same way as you.
others might not think that the situation is that bad, but who are they to decide for you?
who are others to decide if you're hurt, whether you should leave or stay?
there's so much anger, so much hatred in me.
it's the kind that, you just want to take revenge on the whole world.
and make everyone pay for the kind of pain you're going through.
it's the kind that, 就算俩败俱伤都无所谓
你就是要他/她付出所应得的代价。
因为不甘心。你不甘心就让他能不负责任。
可是女人啊！值得吗？
为了一口气而放弃你的尊严
还是因为尊严受到威胁所以不能就这么算了。
是要为自己争一口气吗？
因为不能就这样让人欺负你。是要证明自己吗？
it's so irritating and stifling..
