i'm not in the angry mood, yet i don't feel happy
i don't hate.. but yes, i'm angry
with what, i'm not that sure..
angry that it happened not once, but twice?
angry that i tot someone cared about me, but don't?
angry that i was the one who let it happen again?
but i learned..
and if i let it happen again, please, my friends. slap me out of it.
i. will. not. let. it. happen. again.
i swear.
i will not be naive again
i will not trust
will not believe in words, not even actions
i will not believe that people care naturally
i will not believe that people are without ulterior motives
i know that eventually i will forget all these.
so this is to let you guys know.
when you see me doing the same thing, going back into things that you know is wrong,
stop me
no matter what i say, stop me
and show me what i wrote today
i will not believe again.
i can't feel a single thing.....
