firstly, i want to wish kim a very happy belated birthday...

kim.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! sorry ah, 1 day late..

anyway, i ran 5km today! it's an achievement man.. i never ran 5km at one shot before.. i was in the running mood today.. needed something to take my mind off things.. although i wouldn't mind badminton, but a run on the track was impossible to pass up on..
just that badminton was impossible after i finished my 5km.. i keep spacing out during the game and couldn't concentrate..

it's good i went for the run.. managed to clear my mind, and come to conclusions with some things.. know what's been bothering me, and came up with enough courage to come clean with what i think.. and now that i've said it, i feel so much better.. not bothered anymore, and things are clearer now..

honesty is the best policy..

by the way, i'm officially a ParaCounsellor! haha with loads of teasing in the office..
went to visit april yday! her baby boy looks so cute~~ she names him Wei Xuan. my name!!!!! hahaa i think that names with 'xuan' are totally awesome.. the coolest name!! haa~
my kids shall have the word 'xuan' in their names~

tomorrow's slack day again.. going to dian's house for lunch, then off to IKEA!! finally we can do some shopping for our office.. then i can add things at my cubicle.. have been looking for a chance to go IKEA for a long time le..
finally!
and visiting at dian's house is so exciting.. haa can get to try out all the nice food she's been mentioning to us.. haa green bean with durian.. yums..

did i mention before that i love my work and my colleagues?
let me tell you again k?
I LOVE THEM!!!!! they're the best anyone can get..
i can't imagine how life will be when we leave 3 years later.. cannot imagine walking into the office and not seeing them.. aahhhhhhhh
especially dian, violet and loo seng.. thanks to them, work is great.. we laugh together, eat together, exercise together..
*smiles*

i think it takes time to learn to trust someone.. and it's also not easy being sure in what you want.. sometimes i simply don't.. these are the times i want someone to make my decisions for me.. and allow me to be wilful and rebute the decision made.. will argue with me and purposely let me win..

things are much clearer now..