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Friday, November 21, 2008

Sometimes I just hate my life.
Hate the mundane-ness of it.
I hate getting up in the morning and getting dressed to go to work; repeating it and get all excited over the arrival of Fridays. Spend the weekend chilling out, then complain about the start of the week on Mondays again.

I miss the feeling of not knowing which day of the week is it - because it simply doesn't matter.

It doesn't matter where I go, what I do, and what time is it - because it doesn't matter too.

I don't want to search for articles online, don't want to type reports - why should all these matter to me? I don't want to listen for people talking behind my back; don't want to do things simply because someone will be watching me all the time; don't want to have to watch my back all the time.

Sucks. Big time.

I'd rather be somewhere out there, cursing and swearing at people I don't know because they made my life difficult.

What am I doing here?

I know how whiny I sound, but what am I doing with my life?
I don't want to work because I need a job.
I don't want to stay on in this job because I need the money.
I don't want to do things because that's what I'm supposed to do.
I don't want to smile at people because they expect me to do that.
I don't want to second-guess the intentions of others.

I want to go out there and meet people.

Yes you shoud've realised by now.
I'm pms-ing.
Damn.

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[x]uan @ 11:25

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Thursday, November 13, 2008

i told somebody that his exams better end fast. i'm bored.
cannot disturb him.
快点考完啦！

[x]uan @ 18:24

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I know i'm supposed to post pictures from my Australia trip. I promise I will do so, but not now la. I don't have the pictures with me anyway.

And for those of you who does check your Facebook, I have some pictures up there already. So do check it out there if you don't want to wait.

Anyway, I was having this conversation with Yishu yesterday on work passion. How do you maintain the passion for your job? How do you know when it's time to move on to a new place? Generally, I think you will know when you want to move on. But there are more factors for consideration than you think there are.

Have to 调整一下心情...
I'm randomly complaining again.

Oh and by the way, I'm hooked onto Sushi, especially Ichiban. haha..
I like to meet up with friends and talk crap.. and I like to drive through town randomly at night..

and I want to sit down somewhere in the middle of the night and just nua without a concern in the world, like how I have to go home early because I need to work tomorrow. sucky feeling..
I miss Australia...

And I want to go shopping.. want to buy skirt, shoes and bag..
Eh wait.. bags are a necessity. My bag's falling apart.

can't wait for the weekend to come..
and not looking forward for the weekend to be over..

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[x]uan @ 12:32

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