while everyone is excitedly shopping for GSS, xuan is excitedly shopping too!
but i'm excitedly shopping
online!!!!!
like i said, it's really all irene's fault.. she always tempts me with nice clothes online, so i have to go and take a look..
and because irene n i have similar tastes, i think that the pieces she picked are really nice! so i started to look around somemore,
then i buy!!!!!!!!
omg.. so it's really all irene's fault..
haha she'll be traumatised when she's back to see that i'm blaming her for her undoings.. so to make up for it...IRENE!!!!! i miss you~~~ =)ok anyway... i still want to go bodyshop.. 'cause they're having sale and all and i've been hooked on bodyshop products recently.. haha
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i still remember how i always say that..
属于你的就是你的，就算放手了还是会回到你身边...
i still believe in this sentence, more so than ever before..
every single episode just made me believe all the more what belongs to me and what doesn't.. what i want and what i think i want - there is a difference..
but i also realise that in the process.. there are bad things i've done, people i've hurt, things i could have done better... and also things i might not have done if given a second chance..
but some things, because i've done it, i treasure it more..
because it was tested against time, so i know what is true and what is not..
nonetheless... sometimes... i still don't know what belongs to me and what doesn't... what is real and what is not.. what i should believe in and what i should not..
as i grow up, i learn.. not to be so impatient, not to jump into things..
but sometimes.... xuan never learns.. haha
Labels: shopping, thoughts
now i'm addicted to looking at clothes online.. all irene's fault.. haha
我就好像是一个觉得自己太幸福的人在自虐一样
因为觉得自己太幸福，却又不配得到这种幸福，所以对自己残忍
有些人，一直不断的遇上坏男人。
每一次相爱，都是身心受创。刚认识时，是爱得刻苦铭心的。
可是在分手时，却既恨得像仇人，也还是无法将他放下。
可是我却想在这个人最爱我的时候逃走...
就像书上写的：
你的深情是我承担不起的重担我不需要一个需要我的人...
而是一个我不能没有的人
cerise 问我，能不能承受一个人没有我爱他那么爱我
不可以。
我不可以承受这个人付出得比我少
他得用我的方式来爱我...
遇上我这样的人，不知道是我太幸运还是他的不幸
怎么办？
Labels: relationship, thoughts
ok i
must clarify that irene's account of what happened at Peaberry and Pretzel is so not true!!!! i did not finish up the dessert and didn't have the guts to face the camera lor.. -sads-
irene, you forced me to do this!!!!! wahahahhahahahha aiya.. it just so happens that she was the one holding the camera, that's how the distortion of the truth came about.. i am so 冤枉!!!!!!
irene finished up the dessert too lor!!! and she happily took the 'end product' and conveniently said i finished it and too paiseh to face the camera.. walau!!! hahahah..
but then hor... the dessert is really nice la.. i think the Vanilla Pana Cotta is nice.. the person said they won the best Pana Cotta, so you guys can try.. i don't know how they make it la, but i like the texture of it..
next time, i want to try the Mango Tropica.. it looks like a combination of the Vanilla Pana Cotta and Chocolate Royale.. hahaha.. and kim says the Strawberry Tiramisu looks nice..
which reminds me that.. i still want to try making tiramisu again..
oh and that reminds me.. that i made Oreo Cheesecake on Labour Day!! it's nicccccccceeeee..
ok la, i myself claiming that it's nice doesn't have any impact at all.. haha but i really think it's nice.. i shall make my second attempt at it some other time..
and i plan to have my second go at making a Mother's Day cake for my mom this year.. the last attempt 2 years ago failed terribly.. hahahaha.. it tasted like rock lor.. i want to try again this year!!
(cannot bake cheesecake somemore, must be sponge cake.. cause my mom don't take cheesecake.. she don't like the cheese smell..)
hmm.. if you have any good sponge cake recipe, TELL ME!!!!!
lastly... irene... 还我清白!!!!!! hahahhahaha
Labels: baking, food, friends
