人总是会长大的吧
可是我们都不想长大
小时候，总是羡慕大人可以做他们想做的事，不需要向任何人交代
长大之后才发现，随之而来的是责任
有了责任，就必须付出代价

因为长大了，你的错误并不会再被原谅
所以必须想清楚才做任何决定
做错了，就要付出更大的努力来换回别人对你的信任

所以我们都不想长大

只是突然发现自己长大了.....
因为不喜欢这个发现，所以有点不知所措
自己长大了就意味着父母也开始老了.....
发现到这点，所以更不想长大
希望自己永远都是小孩
有父母疼，不需要工作，不需要去想未来的事

小孩最好了
为什么要长大?

i want to go travelling!!!!!
想出国散心......

it's very nice to know that i have friends who care about me.. and offer their listening ear.. *so sweet*
very touched.. it's at trying times like this that you realise there are still people who care about your well-being.. really very touched lor..

anyway, i read cerise's blog and she was talking about 'The Leap Years'.. and i really have to tell everyone.. that you people should go and watch it!!!!!! it's really nice.. like cerise, i cried!!!!! seldom will i tear during a movie and i cried!! was really touched by the show.. and it's the kind that's not like 'Titanic' whereby one died for the other.. it's just the simple, touching kind of plot.. it's not too complicated, and the quality of the show is not fantastic either.. but it still touched me..
and it's this kind of show which will manage to make you cry.. the kind of belief, the persistance, the faith to hold on to the love you believe in.. coupled with the passing of the one you've always known was the one.. and the patience that you need to have, to keep coming back every leap year to look for the one you know is meant to be..
it's not easy.. how many of us have that kind of patience and that kind of faith...

and i realised i'm a sucker for letters.. (pardon my language)
but i meant it as...i love letters.. doesnt have to for the special someone.. i just like to read them.. the time i remember crying when i was reading, was a novel.. and it's about letters.. towards the end of the novel, there was a letter from the guy addressed to the lady.. and it's very touching..
and now, the part where i cried in 'The Leap Years' was when KS read out the letter addressed to Li-Ann.. which was so sad too~~~

and.. yep it's based on a book!
i realised i've been watching movies based on books recently..
'Kite Runner'
'The Leap Years'
'P.S. I Love You'
hmm... that's all i can remember..
ok it didn't seem like a lot, actually...

and i want to read the books.. have read 'Kite Runner', and waiting for JY to pass me 'P.S. I Love You'.. now i just have to get hold of 'Leap of Love'!!!!!
anybody has it and nice enough to lend me???

i just realised too that my title for the past 2 entries are the same.. shows how much i really don't like it!!!! =\

Labels: friends, movie

sighs.... gone were the days where we would go to the indoor court and play badminton @ 430..
gone were the days where we can stand around and talk for so far, we barely noticed the time...
gone were the days where we would go out and eat together..

things happened so quickly that i barely knew what was happening.. i tot it was just about me initially, then i realised that it is not just me.. and i don't know what the hell is happening around here..
i'm always thankful i still have my babe here, who never fails to brighten up my day and lighten the atmosphere...
when you think that everything seems ok, it's worse off again..

i don't know how some people think, but i feel that some things, you can say. some things, it's better left unsaid.
but when you leave it unsaid, make sure you don't even show any signs of it. because you chose to leave it unsaid, so you shouldn't show signs that it's otherwise. don't make people bewildered and leave wondering what's happening..

i don't like complicated things.. people should just be simple..
i like simple and happy people..

Labels: thoughts, work

it's been a tiring week, mentally and emotionally..
and i don't like this..
you don't understand the situation and you don't understand me..
this is some place where i can say what i want and no one can criticise me because it's my space..
and people who read this know me, so they understand me..

don't ask me.. just be there for me..

Labels: emo, randoms

life at SPF has been real happening recently..
first with Mas Selamat on the loose, then with the shooting today at Outram MRT..
people, please don't do silly things at this time of high security la..
people from SOC are deployed everyday.. overseas also kena called back.. so don't add on to their stress..

and with Mas Selamat on the loose, people are unable to attend the ParaC appreciation dinner tomorrow!!!!! -sads-
i'll be missing people from the same course as me.. cannot catch up with them le.. so sad la!!!! see! Mas Selamat is creating so much disturbance in my life!!!!!!!! hurry up and surrender la!!!!! maybe he's frozen to death in the forested areas already.. -oops-

anyway, been really busy recently.. worked till midnight on friday!!!! not that i mind, 'cause like violet said, it's like a kind of bonding session with my colleagues, which is good..
we hang around, laughed at the jokes at chunmu made, teased darren, had fun! although i had to skip my satay bee hoon as a result.. it's ok la.. i can always have it another day..

been acting abit high recently.. super hyper.. next mon's jon's last day with BSU le! but didn't have the chance to properly treat him to a farewell dinner or something like that.. tmr will be a busy day for all of us.. as long as Laurence Alison is still here, we won't be able to take a proper rest.. then next mon - wed is the CBT workshop by Paul Ruston!!! and fri is the HT trainer's day thingy!!!! ahhhhhhhh i still have to submit my report on mon!!!!! my gosh.. how did i get so busy suddenly???? =(

hopefully me n loo can go tanning this sunday.. i need a break..
and i put on weight already!!!! gosh....

Labels: work