Tuesday, February 26, 2008
i'm online
and someone else is online too..
and the nick looks surprisingly familiar..
it struck me that, people all feel the same way when it starts..
the difference lies in the ending, and things move on from here...
很多时候，对象变了、时间变了、身份变了
却发现，剧情好像是一样的
对白是一样的
读过，人生来来去去不就三个字
‘我爱你’
‘我恨你’
‘我想你’
‘嫁给我’
‘你好吗’
‘我很好’
‘分手吧’
‘对不起’
‘原谅我’
有时人总是在失去后才开始珍惜
有些人在决定分开后还是放不开
有些人分不清关系、态度仍然没有变
怎么可能不变？
你的身份变了，身边的人变了，可是对我的态度却没变
我应该怎么想?
人啊，要满足于现状.....
要珍惜.....
values matters the most in a relationship.... so make sure you have the same set of values....
Labels: relationship, thoughts
[x]uan @ 00:10
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Friday, February 22, 2008
came in this morning, and she asked me about the purple elephant on my desk which does not belong to me in the 1st place..
and i told her it's from someone else.. both me n dian could tell that she didn't take it very well.. which puts me in a very awkward position.. i wanted to tell her more but she just shutted me out.. and i'm really so glad to have dian here with me..
i prefer it when people tell me what they think directly.. i'm not the kind who will 'think too much', so it's quite no use to hint me overtly... if there's anything, just tell me directly.. if it's something that i don't need to pay attention to, then don't be upset with me..
sometimes, we just have to learn to accept things.. if you feel that i should pay attention to something, that's concern for me and i accept it.. and i truly thank you for it. i still treasure you very very much as a friend.. it doesn't mean that i will neglect you or what in future..
and i hope that you will be happy as well..
and.. dian's really the best.. we can share practically everything and we can read each other's minds!!!!! =)
love them.. hahaha
[x]uan @ 10:45
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Wednesday, February 20, 2008
人越大，就一定会变
昨天和 majeed meeting 的时候就在说，人的性格 around 30 岁就不会再改了
那么我不是还会再变？
i can't say that change is not a good thing, because it is..
but it's really sad when you see someone you used to know change so much..
from someone you know till someone completely stranger to you..
知道你想通了，我真的很高兴...
because he's really not worth it.. 对一个这样的人，应该没有什么值得留恋的
连恨都不需要...
常常有人说，有爱才有恨吧？
这样一个对你来说什么都不是的人，恨他就对他太仁慈了
he shouldn't even affect your emotions anymore..
who cares what others say.. as long as you feel better, that's what matters..
人啊，你不要变喔..
你现在这样挺好了...
[x]uan @ 10:41
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Sunday, February 17, 2008
我曾经问过一个人，会不会现在太幸福，以后会变得不幸
他说，what you see is what you get, 叫我不要想太多
我现在并没有觉得太幸福。
什么样的感觉才是对的？
要怎么知道一个人对你是否真的
要怎么才能够肯定？
我想记得有一个人为了一本书而回到最初出发的地点
让自己更累
我想记得有一个人陪我在家楼下聊天到两点
连回家都麻烦
不知道自己是怎么想的
不清楚接下来应该怎么做
必须理清很多情绪
必须知道自己要的是什么
随着自己慢慢长大，很多事情都会变
脾气会变
性格会变
想法会变
做法会变
这样的我还是我吗？
不想再一次做错决定
所以会一再提醒自己要慢慢来
要想清楚
不要一头栽进去
冷静点...
人真的很矛盾
明明很开心，却又会因为开心而感到害怕
我需要的是一个不会因为我想太多、担心太多而不高兴的人
一个不会胡乱猜疑的人
一个会相信我的人
一个会陪我走路的人
一个会陪我聊天的人
一个会让我慢慢来的人
一个会尊重我的人
慢慢来，xuan...
you know how sometimes people need just a wake-up call
it can be in the form of a scolding, a book you read, a phrase you saw somewhere or even a real-life account someone else told you..
the important thing is, you have to know when you need to move on..
it doesn't matter what the reason or even the push factor is..
as long as it can make you feel better, just do it.. no 1 will treasure you more than you yourself.. so if even we don't love ourselves, then no one will.. that's what i believe..
so i love myself!!!!
hahaha i went on one big round to tell you guys that i love myself..
but it's true ma..
though i read somewhere before that, when someone starts to appreciate you, starts to love you, that's when you start to love yourself..
but eventually you have to see your own good points yourself.. and love yourself for all the good and bad.. and when the right person comes along, you get double the love! so good right.. hahahaha...
i love myself.. hahahahahaha
=)
Labels: relationship, thoughts
[x]uan @ 10:44
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Friday, February 15, 2008
xuan is in a veeeeeeeeery good mood today..
lalala~~ ah long pte ltd is very funny lehs.. haha and i like it that it's in cantonese. i've always thought that cantonese is a very nice language..
company was nice, movie was nice.. what else can i ask for? =)though it's abit late...
happy valentine's day!!!
and happy friendship day to all my friends!!!!
you're always loved and rememebered even though we don't always meet..
my friends know who they are la huh... ;)
xuan enjoys coming to work nowadays.. and xuan looks forward to coming to work nowadays... will update after meeting my ex-81 girls tomorrow!
hope all goes well~~
[x]uan @ 08:59
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Wednesday, February 06, 2008
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!i'm super excited!!!! hahaha 'cause cny is tomorrow! i
love cny.. haha despite the fact that i did not buy a single thing for myself this year. i have too much clothes from my bangkok trip. but i need shoes leh.. i haven buy shoes yet. bag, i have already.. hahaha!!
and.....i have a new addition in my family!!!!!!!!!
*VERY VERY HAPPY*
he's cute, adorable, tall, and very very shuai!!!!!
ok, xuan's ecstatic..this is going to be a very good year for me indeed. i'm beginning to feel it already.
and not forgetting the fact that vday's coming too! xuan has a hot date coming up!
with 2 beautiful ladies.... ;)
in life, i gain some, i lose some.. sometimes things may seem like it's the end, or like it's the most terrible thing that could happen to one.. but we still hang on and perserve.. and that's what makes us tough and humane all at the same time. we learn how to let go, and we learn how to hang on. and finally, we learn how to move on..
things will be better.. or rather, things can only get better from now on. time will heal everything... it may seem painful now, but one day, you might look back and understand why things had to turn out this way.
you never know what life has in stored for you..
*hugs* you know we love you...ParaC appreciation dinner coming up too!!! so many events.. i hope everything will go smoothly... *smiles*
HUAT AH!!!! hahahahhaha
[x]uan @ 09:57
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