anyway, that's not what i wanted to write about..
i just realised that esmond is on the SMART COP video after watching it again today!!
hahaha the only thing i gained out of watching that video again...
and erm.. dian was asking me what my personal message meant..
可惜人都抵不過自尊
which i think is very true.....
for me, at least.
there might be certain things which i think i could do, but pride gets in the way sometimes..
but what i also realised is that, if you can overcome your pride (and sometimes fear) and actually do it, it makes you feel better.. it doesn't matter if you don't succeed. simply the action of having tried and failed makes you feel so much better..
at least you don't think about it anymore and you know you have tried, so you feel more 心安理得 too..
some people laugh, some people cry..
seriously, as you grow older.. changes become part of your life..
get used to it.
things change, environment change, people change..
and sometimes, you don't know what to believe in anymore..
CNY's coming!!!!
xuan's super excited~~
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