i don't like to stay home alone..
this happened before..
when 2 person tells you the same thing in the same day, it's time to start thinking about it..
i don't like to be a substitute..
don't even like the probability of being one..
i know it doesn't matter anymore, but i just don't like..
so to you: treasure her.. since she's a 9 to you, then be nice to her.. learn to cherish what you already have..
someone told me before, not to believe what he said..
but to feel.. and see..
but now i want to tell him.. that i won't trust anymore..
won't trust what i see, what i feel, and what i hear..
because everything is not real..
people lie, people act.. and i don't know what to believe anymore..
humans are selfish in nature..
we do things to benefit ourselves..
you may think that you're making use of someone, but it might turn out that you're the one being made use of..
but humans also forget easily..
we forgot that we are selfish.. and after the pain is gone, we trust again..
and i know that it will keep coming back...
1 year ago, i said this in my blog..
两个人可以相爱，是一种缘分。 不可以这么容易说放弃的。
‘不要轻易说出分手这种话’
a year later, i still think this way....
Love is not to forget but to forgive, not too see but to understand, not to hear but to listen, not to let go but to hold on..
i cannot be left alone.. not now, not at this period of time..
