Tuesday, September 25, 2007
i just realised that i'm gonna be kept busy for the next 3 weeks..
because i have a paper to submit and a course to attend..
it's because i want to attend the course, so i have to finish the paper earlier, which means that i have to start to on the paper earlier 'cause i have less time to finish it..
promised myself i'm not going to drag till the last minute.. can't do that all the time, will stress myself out de..
so.. i'm going to be busy alllllllllll the way till 12th oct..
hmm.. 12 oct.. so.. i'm busy.. hahaha
and weekends are busy too.. saturdays are confirm tied up.. so i'm left with sundays.. omg.. what am i doing to myself.. how did i get so busy??
[x]uan @ 09:45
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Tuesday, September 18, 2007
something about my colleague which i thought was very nice..
this colleague changed his phone yesterday, so i was wondering what happened.. turned out that his daughter threw his phone and it spoiled, so he took his wife's phone and bought a new phone for her..
he bought a N80 for her!!!
the point here is.. since it's his phone that spoiled, why didn't he buy a new phone for himself? i mean, that's what everybody would think right..
so i commented that he's such a nice husband to her.. and guess his reply?
“老婆只有一个”
and all of us who heard that went '
ohhhhhhh' (in envious)
how many men will actually say that? i mean, say that sincerely (and practise what he preach). all of us know that he will really do anything as long as she 开口...
it's difficult lor, to find someone who is willing to do everything for you.. and treat you like the most important person in his life..
at least i think that it's difficult to find someone like that..
sometimes, it's not that you don't want to do something.. circumstances differ, so people sometimes have to make decisions that will haunt him/her throughout the whole life.. it doesn't mean that he/she is taking it any easier..
it's really not up to us to judge.. who is to say that what you did is right or wrong? who can say that what you did was morally wrong?
as long as one learns from the mistake, that's ok.. as long as you don't repeat the mistake, why can't one have a fresh start?
things will only get better..
should i or should i not....?Labels: randoms
[x]uan @ 15:55
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Thursday, September 13, 2007
jy just told me about this website and i showed it to my colleague
now we're so hooked on the clothes there and we're so gonna get them!
they're so nice and sooooo cheap..
and i'm feeling so healthy everyday..
going to gym with dian and violet
everydayhahaa yes! everyday.. our KPI is to hit the gym everyday la..
(ok, other than the reports that we have to hand in and all the admin stuff that we have to clear..)
and i have treats to clear too..
xianglooyun's treat..
and mommy's bday coming up, so going for a family dinner! (nono i'm not treating.. the restaurant is waaaaaaaaay beyond my budget)
and i'm so tired..
body is tired from gym everyday..
and mentally tired from work + tuition everyday..
i need rest....Labels: work
[x]uan @ 21:20
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Tuesday, September 11, 2007
i want to change my blogskin lehs!!! but i haven't found a nice enough one and haven't had the time to try and change it too..
life's busy, but interesting.. everyday has something on.. every week there'll be a highlight..
anyway, i just kena bullied by a 4/5 year old girl on sat! and i'm supposed to be so much older than her.. nvm, i shall not be a pushover this coming sat (considering i will see her every sat for the next 8 weeks)
sometimes, i'm really glad i still have my students. but sometimes they really make me vomit blood.. but nonetheless, i still love them. haha they can be pretty nice sometimes.. and LAME. like how my student made me laugh yesterday..
ok i finally have a bagpacking partner.. haha me and jy has great plans to travel together, to go diving together, to see the world together.. hopefully we can go to all the places we wanted to go end of this year. and we have this another great plan to shop EVERYWHERE in spore.. hahahaha
to everyone who's concerned about me, thank you.. i didn't realise i made some of you worried.. i'm ok.. don't worry ya =)i want to buy a phone.. haha when i finally bought it, i'll let you guys know
waiting for my pay to come in~~ lalalalala
btw, irene.. we can check out novena if you want. i just went today, and it looks pretty not bad, actually.. hahaha and cerise said suntec level 3. and we still haven't been to AMK Hub.
and i want to go to IKEA! haha so many things to buy.. i'm still waiting for my office's IKEA trip.. alamak.. i wish things can move a liiiiiiiiittle bit faster..
-looking forward to work tomorrow (minus the tuition)-
Labels: randoms, shopping
[x]uan @ 22:11
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Tuesday, September 04, 2007
i don't like to stay home alone..
this happened before..
when 2 person tells you the same thing in the same day, it's time to start thinking about it..
i don't like to be a substitute..
don't even like the probability of being one..
i know it doesn't matter anymore, but i just don't like..
so to you: treasure her.. since she's a 9 to you, then be nice to her.. learn to cherish what you already have..
someone told me before, not to believe what he said..
but to feel.. and see..
but now i want to tell him.. that i won't trust anymore..
won't trust what i see, what i feel, and what i hear..
because everything is not real..
people lie, people act.. and i don't know what to believe anymore..
humans are selfish in nature..
we do things to benefit ourselves..
you may think that you're making use of someone, but it might turn out that you're the one being made use of..
but humans also forget easily..
we forgot that we are selfish.. and after the pain is gone, we trust again..
and i know that it will keep coming back...
1 year ago, i said this in my blog..
两个人可以相爱，是一种缘分。 不可以这么容易说放弃的。
‘不要轻易说出分手这种话’
a year later, i still think this way....
Love is not to forget but to forgive, not too see but to understand, not to hear but to listen, not to let go but to hold on..
i cannot be left alone.. not now, not at this period of time..
Labels: emo, randoms
[x]uan @ 20:43
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不喜欢这样的结局
不喜欢最后被放弃
不是不明白，只是不甘心
我们可以一起努力
为什么选择离开
为什么选择放弃？
当初说过的未来去了哪里
都是谎言吧
星星是我的证人
证明你说的一切
因为爱你所以让你走
试着了解你作的决定
只是不甘心输给时间
输给你所选择的一切
was just typing randomly.. then everything just fell so nicely
anybody wants to add in tune?
xiang? hahahhaha
anyways, it's another lazy tuesday..
so many things i'm supposed to do..
i want to go backpacking...
so many places i want to go..
Labels: lyrics, randoms
[x]uan @ 10:28
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Sunday, September 02, 2007
i was just thinking about this.
if let's say you are to die this very moment, what would be the one thing that you regret not doing?
think about it..
i thought about it..
i guess i have no regrets about my family.. they know i love them, and thats all they need to remember..
friends wise.. i have pretty much no regrets, i think..
and i realised that.. i would regret not traveling enough. i haven't seen the world, haven't been to places, haven't met enough people around the world..
and i guess that gave me some directions as to what i should do about my life..
but first, studies! hahaha.. i know this sounds contradicting..
here i am talking about wanting to see the world, yet studies come first..
because.. i will keep myself safe, healthy and in the best of health..
so i can see the world! hahaha.. so many places i want to go...
but people.. if your regret is not spending enough time with your family, or about letting someone down in your life, then do something about it..
never never wait.. because you really don't know what might happen tomorrow..
something i learnt is, life is fragile.. almost anything unpredictable can happen..
so cherish all you have.. and if you have anything you want to do, just do it..
人应该就是这样。常常只会后悔
可是人生不应该是这样的。
爱一个人就要让他（她）知道。
曾经读过一篇文章
里头提到，如果每个人一天只能拥有一个微笑，就要把它留给你爱的人
不要在外头对陌生人嘻嘻哈哈，却对自己爱的人愁眉苦脸
那时才领悟到，是不是每个人都是这样的?
对珍惜的人的态度最差
这个毛病真的很糟。不应该是这样的......
我不喜欢留着泪醒来
感觉很糟糕
想把自己的时间排得满满的，感觉就好像被很多事情拥抱着一样
不要让自己一个人
不要让自己有时间停下来。会胡思乱想的
要更爱护自己
因为只有自己可以照顾自己
“只想变得坚强 强到能够去忘”
stuck on this song recently..
hope you guys will like it too.. these are the lyrics..
Running Away --- by Midnight HourDon't lie and say that it's OK.It's alright here, there's nothing more to say.So I'm running away.I'm leaving this place.Yeah, I'm running away.I'm running away.Don't tell me, I don't want to blame.It's too late for you to make me stay.No, I won't stay.So I'm running away.I'm leaving this place.Yeah, I'm running away.I'm running away.And faster than you can follow me from this lonely place.And farther than you can find me, I'm leavingYeah I'm leaving today.And I, I'll never let you find me.I'm leaving you behind with the pastNo, I won't look back.And I don't want to hear your reasons.Don't want to hear you tell me why I should stay.And try, try to understand meAnd try to understand what I say when I say I can't stayI, I'm moving on from this placeI'm leaving and I won't quit running away.I'm running away.I'm leaving this place.Yeah, I'm running away.I'm running away.Labels: emo, lyrics
[x]uan @ 21:16
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Saturday, September 01, 2007
i woke up on friday morning, lying on my bed..
and suddenly decided that i should further my studies..
supportive? =)
today, when i woke up..
i too decided that i should put in a lot more effort into my students..
because they need me..
good? =)
so i have new directions in my life.
i want to earn a Master's and will continue teaching my students.
i want to be there for people who need me.
i want to do something which will make a difference..
i started the true friend test?
and i realised something
in front of different friends i have different faces.
to some friends i write, to some friends i call..
so its a bad item..
but what i realised is..
it's who i turn to when i need someone that matters
it's those who are always there for me that matters..
it's who i know i can cry in front of them without any worries..
it's who i know will walk a long distance with me without complains..
it's who i know are just a phone call away..
so thank you... =)
[x]uan @ 18:21
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