i've never in my whole 2 years in nus walked or climbed so much stairs before.. certainly not when i didn't have lunch.. ok let me tell you how much i walked k??

walked from LT11 to the 188 opp the terminal, then walked back again.. then to arts canteen, followed by Central Library..
from Central Library, i walked to biz from LT14 there, and walked through biz to KR.. then i climbed the stairs all the way up to 7th floor and down again.. during which i almost fainted.. no no its not for effect.. i really nearly fainted!!!! legs feeling weak and damn giddy...
then i walked out of KR, planning to go back to biz.. during which i did a (almost) 50m sprint (in my half-dead condition) and walked into KR again..

almost died in the process...

and after i boarded the bus and met loo at plaza and gained back abit of my strength, i walked her back home.. WALK you know.. from plaza back to her hse lehs!!!!
actually ok la.. thankfully i used to walk alot..
all these exercises i did today should make up for my laziness this morning.. had planned to go jogging but didn't in the end..

me and loo, agree on some things.. i can see things her way and understand her.. thats what she said la..
think i mentioned this before..
when u're young, you'll see things in just plain black and white.. when you grow up, you realise that things are not so simple... and you realise there's many many grey areas.. life's complicated..

what's most important is to be happy.. if you can be happy, then why not? who is to judge whether what you're doing is right or wrong?? who are those people to judge???

'don't tell me what i will or not do, you don't know me..'
this is a line from Titanic i will always remember.. think its so true.. you don't know the person, so you are in no position to say anything.. only your true friends, your family can do that..

loo.. i think what jz asked you about the happiness thing is so true.. but, don't want you to get hurt.. please protect yourself.. don't end up like me.. =) -love you-

alot of people say i've changed.. for the better, i think.. i feel the same way too.. its like, i've changed so much that i can feel i've changed. thought that's pretty amazing..

cerise told me she didn't want to affect my decision.. and i told her i've made up my mind i want to try.. don't want to give it up without giving a second chance..
loo said she realise i'm a different person in front of my bf.. and she's the 2nd person to tell me that.. pegg's the 1st.. that..i will be very nice and very gentle and all.. but he didn't seem to realise tt..

i really wanted to give it a try.. wanted to try things out and didn't want to give up so easily..

looks like things are gonna stay stagnant for quite some time..