in another few hours, my favourite month of the year is going to be over! -sads-

tutorials have started. time to keep reminding myself that i have to keep up with my work.. last year liao.. cannot keep on slacking.

was in tutorial today, and one of the girls said she likes to watch sunrises and sunsets.. and so another commented that she don't understand why people over-rate sunrises.. its like, staying up all the way till 6+ am, esp during chalets when everyone gets pulled to the beach and stay up when you really just want to sleep.
and her reason was that, sunrises happen everyday, and its something that will go on forever. you can always watch it tomorrow..

and i feel, she doesn't appreciate life. its like, her statement 'you can always watch it tomorrow'
how many times do you actually fulfil the 'i'll do it tomorrow' thing? how do you know the sun will rise tomorrow? how do you know you can live to watch the sunrise tomorrow? what if the tomorrow you speak of never come..

and it makes you realise, that people should learn to appreciate life better. don't regret @ ur dying bed that you never get down to watching the sunrise, because you thought there's always tomorrow..

i mean, ya la i procrastinate too.. but i can proudly say i've caught sunrise once, a long time ago.. its not really about the sunrise. its the process.. and the company.. and the small things in life that happen everyday that you never appreciate.

its like, a small sunrise can actually give you a small glitter of hope. why not right?

hahaha ok ok as usual i think and say too much..

pms-ing mode..

i think i've used this as my title before..
but its at times like this when you really treasure ur friends..

those who cry with you when u're sad..
go out with you when you don't feel like staying home..
listen to you when you need someone to talk to..
stick with you no matter what decisions you make..
and tell you 'as long as u're happy, anything goes'

thanks..
i know i've said this alot of times, but i really love you girls..
-hugs-

went swimming with loo again today!! that silly girl called me ard 11+ and jio me go swimming.. supposed to go tmr de, but think she very gian swim.. so i said ok! went over to irene's place swim again..

super shiok la! swam abit, talk abit.. relaxing myself..
just didn't feel like staying home.. didn't want to stay online the whole day with nothing to do.. and didn't want to do my work.. so, go swimming lo!

come to think of it, maybe i should go again tmr.. only scared later my mom scold me.. say i everyday go swim.. but i want to stay in the water, stay under the sun, stay close to my dearest friends...
away from the PC, away from time alone..

want to go ktv lehs! want to sing, want to stay under the sun.. want to get away from EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!! want to stop thinking about silly things..

wana thank irene, loo, xiang, cerise, zheng, kim..

think i'm getting a tan... hopefully i don't shun bian get skin cancer in the process...

yup! you got it! pretty babes by the pool.. woohoo..
met up with irene this morning for a tanning session. been wanting to go tanning for some time, but haven't really got down to it.. irene and loo went on wed le!! then i cannot go 'cause i have lessons.. -sads- so i'm determined to meet today!! forego all my tuitions this morning and gave this priority..
very ren xing-ly do something i want to do instead of something i should do.. want to pamper myself a lil..

and we took photos!! in my NEW BIKINI!!! -excitedly-
me n irene wearing our birthday bikinis, given to us by each other.. so niceeeeee

took alot of photos, but most of them look the same.. we just like taking photos la.. then in the end you realise they all mostly look the same.. hahaha


took alot of photos that look like this.. trying to take a center photo but its keeps cutting irene off.. hahaha


and there's this irritating who keeps swimming by the edges of the pool.. irene realised he always turn his head towards our direction whenever he swims past us while we're tanning on the benches.. hmmm
and he's irritating la! swims by the sides of the pool.. then me and irene will keep staring when he's swimming towards us to see if he siams us.. then we will be worried whether he will touch us when he swims past us..
told irene if he touch me i will kick him to the middle of the pool and makes sure he stays there!


the sun was super glaring la! couldn't keep my eyes open.. but i still want to take the photo on this side.. so that can see my flower.. -grinx-


see! pretty girls.. no wonder the guy keeps turning his head to look at us.. hahaha

in conclusion.. we decided that, pretty girls always take pretty photos.. hahahahah ok me n irene getting abit bhb nowadays.. nobody to affirm us, so we have to affirm ourselves lors.. haa..

just came back from gracia's party.. was at Parkway.. and, some memories came to mind.. passed by many places on my way there..
Suntec, Parkway, Esplanade, Paragon, Somerset carpark, 124, CTE.....
anyways.. yups!!
gotta regain my independence.. probably more suitable to this lifestyle...
cannot be too reliant.. only i can protect myself..

i've never in my whole 2 years in nus walked or climbed so much stairs before.. certainly not when i didn't have lunch.. ok let me tell you how much i walked k??

walked from LT11 to the 188 opp the terminal, then walked back again.. then to arts canteen, followed by Central Library..
from Central Library, i walked to biz from LT14 there, and walked through biz to KR.. then i climbed the stairs all the way up to 7th floor and down again.. during which i almost fainted.. no no its not for effect.. i really nearly fainted!!!! legs feeling weak and damn giddy...
then i walked out of KR, planning to go back to biz.. during which i did a (almost) 50m sprint (in my half-dead condition) and walked into KR again..

almost died in the process...

and after i boarded the bus and met loo at plaza and gained back abit of my strength, i walked her back home.. WALK you know.. from plaza back to her hse lehs!!!!
actually ok la.. thankfully i used to walk alot..
all these exercises i did today should make up for my laziness this morning.. had planned to go jogging but didn't in the end..

me and loo, agree on some things.. i can see things her way and understand her.. thats what she said la..
think i mentioned this before..
when u're young, you'll see things in just plain black and white.. when you grow up, you realise that things are not so simple... and you realise there's many many grey areas.. life's complicated..

what's most important is to be happy.. if you can be happy, then why not? who is to judge whether what you're doing is right or wrong?? who are those people to judge???

'don't tell me what i will or not do, you don't know me..'
this is a line from Titanic i will always remember.. think its so true.. you don't know the person, so you are in no position to say anything.. only your true friends, your family can do that..

loo.. i think what jz asked you about the happiness thing is so true.. but, don't want you to get hurt.. please protect yourself.. don't end up like me.. =) -love you-

alot of people say i've changed.. for the better, i think.. i feel the same way too.. its like, i've changed so much that i can feel i've changed. thought that's pretty amazing..

cerise told me she didn't want to affect my decision.. and i told her i've made up my mind i want to try.. don't want to give it up without giving a second chance..
loo said she realise i'm a different person in front of my bf.. and she's the 2nd person to tell me that.. pegg's the 1st.. that..i will be very nice and very gentle and all.. but he didn't seem to realise tt..

i really wanted to give it a try.. wanted to try things out and didn't want to give up so easily..

looks like things are gonna stay stagnant for quite some time..

me, irene and loo have the same blogskin!! so exciting!!
have to be careful when reading blogs.. sekally read so long then realise reading from the wrong blog.. hahaha..

er.. can link to their blogs and take a look la.. we're having the same blogskin!! lalala~

gracia's party's this sat, and its held at Century Mecure Hotel, which she said is opposite Parkway Parade..
PARKWAY PARADE LEHS!!!!! damn far la.. feels like going ecp before going over to the party.. hahaha if not like waste my trip all the way there lidat..

school feels officially started, with all the tutorials kicking in and stuff.. gonna start reading up. don't want to lag behind my readings.. but er.. stupid abnormal psyc lecturer's using a text that's out of stock in SINGAPORE!!! omg.. stock's coming in mid-sept.. cannot la.. lidat i will be super laggy in readings de.. gonna zap.. =x

school's started~

been wanting to change a blogskin 'cause i don't like to upload photos with the old blogskin.. so like i said, had this great plan with irene and loo to have the same blogskin! so our dearest IT savvy irene did our blogskins..

so you see!!!! its done!! so fast right?! and so nice somemore.. well, pretty girls take pretty photos, and using the pretty photos in blogskins will give you pretty blogskins!!!!

hahaha self-praising again.. nice rightx?!!
hurhurhur..

xiang's so sweet!!!! she gave me an exclusive entry for my birthday..
go to her blog and read the entry Xuanling the 美女!
er.. i wasn't the school belle, she's exaggerating for the effects only.. and i definitely didn't turn heads..
hahahaha

thanks girl.. thats so sweet of you...
me, irene and loo are having this great plan of using the same blogskin.. hold ur breath and WAIT! (ok you can play cheat and release abit of ur breath.. 'lest you suffocate)

Venue: Cashew Heights Condo, Multipurpose Hall 1
Time: 6pm - 10pm

YUPS!!! my birthday party.. invited most of my close friends.. my darlings from BPPS, the swissSJ-ians, the Saints and NVAC friends.. it's really nice to meet up with my friends all at one shot.. abit sorry that i can't entertain you all, but hope you guys had fun catching up with each other nonetheless.. =)

warning: this is a long entry, so don't read unless you have time!!

anyways, my sis-in-law came over and helped me with my make-up early in the afternoon, and daddy fetched me to irene's house first..
dear irene's helping me with songs.. and loo helped me with the deco of the hall.. blowing balloons, pasting the stars, putting up the banners and mahjong paper.. basically, my darlings helped me with the deco and alot of miscellenous stuff..
and my dear family's managing my buffet for me.. moving the food, making sure the drinks and utensils don't run out.. clearing up the place for me.. helping me entertain my relatives..
and also to shaopeng and cat who came early and help me blow balloons!! hahahaha and also moving the tables and chairs..
and finally, thanks to yishu.. for helping me collect the cake, and helping me throughout the party.. =)
love all of you who helped me with the party!!!
forgot to take pictures before the start of the party though, so no photos to upload..


still at irene's house doing the songs list.. i complained that i look weird with the makeup and that i will look very white when the pictures come out.. so irene said have to take without flash and blah blah blah.. so we tested with my camera! and irene discovered alot of functions i didn't know how to find.. then loo was telling me how she explored her phone and discovered her phone has twin function, which is our favourite function! think xiang will be so excited to know that.. hahaha


me and loo! can't remember when we took this picture.. think we were eating.. look at the stars behind! done by loo and abit by me.. hahahaa thanks girllllll!!!!!!


loo is trying to am chio again.. hahaha see! irene's top is red right? yishu claims its not red.. 'cause his top is not really red but he claims it is.. hahaha silly dear...


the 2 girls wanted to show that they made these flowers for me.. so nice right!! so touched.. they gave me a surprise by deco-ing up the room beside with these flowers that they made for me.. and i didn't know at all!! so its a big surprise.. ain't they sweeties..




my darlings of 10 years!!! oh, loo is 13 yrs.. hahahaha
can't believe our friendship manage to hang on for so long.. despite the times when we didn't keep in contact much, we're still close.. this is true friendship!!
hey darlings.. will love you forever!!!!
oh by the way, xiang didn't wear red.. so she wore a bracelet thats red and trying to prove that she's wore something red in the last pic.. -_-'''


my bpps darlings bought me a key!! australia key somemore.. hahahaha eh mrs vaness.... you broke up with Lee Wee Nam and married Vaness liao ahs??


the chong sisters.. i always tot they look super alike la.. and my mom agreed with me too! they yi ren zhua yi bian to take picture with me..


anthony is trying to act say again.. and trying to be guailan also.. think irene/loo was helping us take the photo, and he complained, saying why take his hand until so long.. -duh- and he's attached! almost smack his head until his brains come out.. ATTACHED LIAO NEVER TELL ME! i'm the mei leh!!!! hahahaha stay happy k?! =)

and xiang couldn't stop laughing at our 'joke of the day'.. er i can't say too much.. but well.. xi pi xiao dei.. hahahaha
and another amusement from anthony.. 'cause he always say the cakes are nice.. so i told him to help himself with some leftovers from my cake.. so i took the whole thing for him and he just eat lidat.. haa...




loo excited say it feels like her party. 'cause she knows most of my friends... like, swiss SJ-ians.. hahaha she helped me entertain them.. thanks girl! zheng and jieling came late. thought zheng's not coming liao, cuz he called me and said he's mobilised!! and heard from kelly his tire punctured somemore.. suay-ly la..
jo and peggy ddin't come in the end.. pangseh me.. hahaha suan liao.. you girls owe me one k..

and.. my dearest 02s81!!!! its really amazing how we manage to stay together in such a big group.. will make time for each other's birthdays and always manage to make the most noise no matter where we go..


ben and andy cuddled together with each other as usual.. oh i din mention it?! they're gay partners.. hahaha Apple better not see this, else she might you know.. erhem, do something silly.. hahahaha


we wanted to make a national flag with our clothes.. 'cause our class people are mainly wearing red (which is my party theme) and white..
see! the 'red' ppl are standing up and 'white' people are sitting down.. oh, andy is extra de.. hahaha 'cause he's wearing pink..
anyway, the plan kinda failed 'cause the 'white' people held on to pretty red balloons!!! arrrgghh!! hahahaha...


can you see the banner on the door which says the party's here? hahaha we wanted to take a photo with that.. but abit the dark ah.. cant see very well.. ok this is with the girls..
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and this is with the guys! outside the gents somemore..

bingxiu's spirit's always with us.. hahahaa 'cause he left early.. wanted to leave a gap for him de, but decided its not very nice.. qi yue (7th month) you know...

speaking of which.. qiyue nv come!! still tell sy to discreetly tell me she cant come... then loo was scolding her.. hahaha actually loo secretly miss her de.. she nv say only..


my dear 1st 3 month girls.. alas huili is missing!!!! she can't come in the end.. its ok we had fun meeting up the other day as well... and our xiao gong zhu came herself and didn't get lost!!!! amazing!!!! 'cause her dad drove her here.. =x

and finally.... NVAC FRIENDS!!!!!!
am really honoured they turned up at the party.. 'cause only know them for a short period of time, and was worried they might not turn up.. but they did la! -touched- felt bad i didn't entertain them much though...

my dear silly lingzi went home after Gullimard to change into something red after she realised she's not wearing red, before coming to my party.. but, she went home and realised she don't have red clothes!! oh dear i felt so bad.. she should've just came la.. its ok de ma... hahaha thats why i like lingzi so much.. she's so adorableeeeeeeeeeeeee


ken and andrea came late.. felt abit bad again.. 'cause they came from another party.. heard some news from yishu though.. hmm...

ok!! -phew- posted up photos of everyone.. some pictures from cake-cutting...

me n dear!!!!! -smiles- so nice rightttttttttttttttt... hahaha nice nice nice...

and this is my bday cake... loo was helping me take a picture of the cake..
she went, '1,....' and realised she's taking a cake.. so.. ya.. joke-of-the-day 2


MY FAMILY!!!!! with my beloved grandma + parents, and my shuai kor kors and pretty sisters-in-law..


ok there's actually alot more picutres from the party.. but i shall keep it short and sweet.. too many pictures liao la.. this entry is taking me too long!!!!

ok this is the last picture at the party!! one of my favourites... 'cause its.. hahahaha lovely..

took the remaining balloons left, which is nicely 7.. and left 7 of us there ma.. so we each took a balloon.. anthony kept scratching the balloon and loo got very scared the balloon's gonna burst..

the rest are pictures of my presents.. dear said he has one last present for me, which is not yet completed.. hmm i'm still waiting eagerly for it.. no idea what izit lehs.. but he's been working on it these few nights.. so poor thing.. thx dear.. anyway, these are his 1st 2 presents.. =) will take a picture of all 3 presents when i get it!!




was opening the presents last night when i realised that my room's very messy.. like, the presents are all over the place.. 'cause i open liao then lazy to put back.. but they're nicely in their bags now..


this is from irene, loo and xiang.. see the flowers?! they made it for me.. ok, irene and loo made them for me.. and loo boughta key for me from aussie!!! -touched-
thks, girls... love you girls!!!


this is from anthony.. felt kinda bad 'cause i know this costs quite a bomb.. but irene tells me its ok.. and i msged anthony telling him thanks and sorry.. and he said no need to worry about it.. and, this is one of the presents i really like..
thanks kor!!!! =)


from the biggest group of friends..
cerise, jingyun, liling, huili, peisan, xinxian, colleen, ben & andy
i really like the fragrance they bought for me.. its a miature collection from Escada.. so nice!! i really really love the presents la!


this is from shengyuan, bingxiu, poni and kaicheng.. a jacket i told shengyuan i like.. hahaha like buey paiseh lidat.. but sy says its ok.. better than them having a headache thinking of what to buy.. hahaha thanks!!!


from timo, kelly & zheng.. timo called me and asked me what i want.. and i said something practical.. and he replied 'thanks ah thats very helpful lor..' -oops- then i said maybe a handbag.. can put wallet, hp, tissue can liao.. haa...
shld've asked for crumpler la!! hahaha -kidding- he offered de ma.. haa...


then.. all these presents are from NVAC dearies!!!
the pink OP shirt's from wanping & lingzi.. irene!! its the OP top i tried on when we went shopping on ur bday!!
then.. the green top's from ken & andrea..
and, the soft toy and red er.. cap?! haa.. its from shaopeng & cat.. =)
thanks people...


and.. got the only jewellry from my sister-in-law.. my dasao.. think its quite expensive.. but very nice! ok you know i seldom wear accessories de.. but this is really nice, so i MIGHT just wear.. 'cause er.. its expensive la.. cerise should know what i mean.. hahaha

FINALLY!!!!
this is really the longest post i've ever posted and i'm NOT gonna do this again.. took me hoursssssssss..
ok and to have this super long post, we should give the poor camera, which worked the hardest last night, some credits you see..

TADA!!! from my brothers & dad.. my dad sponsored abit la, heard my mom say.. think my dad spent the most for my birthday liao..
thanks daddy.. and thanks mommy.. thanks kor kors...

love you guys!!!
thanks for coming for party and thanks for all the wonderful presents!!! i really really all of them!! =)

really enjoyed myself this birthday.. all because there's all of you.... =)

wishing myself a happy birthday!!!!!
i'm 21!!

feels like nothing much's changed, but somehow the mentality is abit different.. gotta start taking responsibility for my own actions and act like a emerging adult.. hahaha too much adolescence psychology in my brains..

thinking about what loo said.. alot of things arise due to misunderstandings.. at that point of time its difficult to clarify things.. its when the event is over and things have settled down that you can start talking about it again.. and thats when you start seeing things from each other's point of view, and start to really understand what happened back then..

yep! hopefully nothing goes wrong for the party later.. prays that everyone will enjoy themselves.. and hope that, ya everything's all and well today..

realised that life likes to make fun of people..
some people, we wished we met them earlier..
some people, we wished we met them later..
but none of it is within control..

i almost cried when she told me what happened.. it's almost as if i can feel her pain.. they can never be together..
never..
and yet they still hoped to be together..
and the pain sets in when they painfully realise, they will still never be able to be together..

its better to have loved and lost than never love before..

well school started.. and er.. ya the bio psyc lec was boring.. looking forward to tmr's lec tho.. adolescence psyc!!!! and lab.. hopefully they will be fun..
i think the bio psyc lecturer is crazy.. he is lazy!!!! make us sign up for tut slots MANUALLY!!! omg.. i have a senseless lecturer this sem...

you know when who are the people who know you best..
when they reply to your joke with something humorous.. =) well thats what best friends are for.. someone who knows how to appreciate your sense of hunour..

was up the night before worrying about my birthday party.. couldn't fall asleep as a result.. thinking about, what if nobody came? what if the whole place seems very empty on my party.. then i can't sleep... =
sometimes people just want to be wilful.. and you act wilfully..
some people can let you be wilful, but some people don't.. and you end up having to pay the price of your own wilfullness.. only people who knows you best accepts your times of wilfullness with grace.. and acts like nothing happened after that..

the worst is when.. you thought you can be wilfull to a certain person.. but he/she didn't accept it with grace and flare up at you for being wilful.. and thats when you have to pay a price..

have you ever regretted at meeting a certain someone too early in life??
i have..

if you are reading this.. we shouldn't have met so early in life.. if we had met later, there will be alot of possibilities.. at least thats what i believed..

woah changing a blogskin makes me feel like blogging leh.. hahaha
wana see sth new on my blog.. maybe i shld personalise it abit ah, since i'm like eng-ly waiting for Bleach to load on YouTube..

my brother asked me what i want for my birthday the other day.. and i very paiseh to tell him i want digicam.. 'cause it's like so expensive..
and dear irene n loo had the same reaction when i told them my bro ask me that.. they both told me to tell him i want digicam.. see.. they know me so well.. hahahaha

ya my birthday's around the corner! oh man.. i'm finally going to grow old..

and i realised there are so many things to prepare.. if not for the fact that i've sent out birthday invitations, i might be so tempted to just cancel it.. =x

and loo was telling me yday that she feels so excited about my birthday. 'cause most of the people (except those from uni) will be people she knows. since you know, we went through pri sch, sec sch and jc together..
and i told her thats exactly how i felt during her birthday party!! i was feeling so excited about it because i will know like, probably 75% her friends.. and true enough, i kept saying hi that night! so i'm sure she's gonna feel so excited about my party! and she can help me entertain my guests too.. hahahaha

ok i'm finally feeling some tinge of excitement about my birthday..
but there's still a whole list of things to do.. i haven't bought anything for the deco.. then i haven't order the cake, haven't called the caterer.. 'cause i haven't even confirmed the number of people going! so people, once again.. confirm with me asap k..

seriously la, i don't know why i invited those people also..
ok BPPS friends, those whom i'm close with i invited liao.. and they confirm coming le.. yes even anthony said he's coming.. he promised!!
then swiss.. erm this is the only group of people whereby no one has told me whether they're coming..
SA.. is the best!!! almost everyone has confirmed with me.. except bx, qy, jd, kc.. =) see.. thats why i love them.. =)
NUS.. only shaopeng, ken and james confirm coming.. and they're all yishu's friends.. think the rest of the OG will ask each other before telling me.. i hope so.. since xingyun will not be coming, i hope someone else will organise!!

-sighs-
i should've just met up with individual groups of friends and do away with the party..

i just realised that my jc class haven't went on overseas trip together yet!! shall we arrange one? hahahaha don't know who will go though.. i want to go redang before it closes leh.. i don't want to wait till next year then go.. maybe i shall squeeze it in during the term break!! hurhurhur..

excited about the weekend.. =)

you know sometimes life is just so strange..
some things, you've never thought about it the whole life.. some things, you've never even imagined..
but things happen.. it might just be a small thing that happens everyday.. but 1 day it might suddenly enlight you and give you the determination to do certain things..

things may seem fine after a quarrel.. like, kiss and makeup.. but the damage has been done.. to a party, it may seem like a quarrel.. but the other party may see it totally differently..

people like to question each other..
'why didn't you do this? why didn't you call me? did you know i was waiting??'
but they forgot to turn to themselves and ask the same question..
it really takes 2 hands to clap.. so don't start pointing fingers when problems start occuring and saying its the other person's fault.. you are at fault too..

that, i learned and understand.. seeing things in a greater light now..
trying to tell the timid self inside me to stop finding excuses for mistakes i make..

i hope you will understand that too..

realised i haven't had the urge to change blogskin for a long time..
the urge used to come only when i'm in a down mood.. think its still the same.. just that it doesn't have the effect it used to have.. it doesn't take my mind away from so many things now..
changing blogskin used to take up alot of my concentration.. not so much nowadays.. since i'm lazy to change alot of things....

was really tempted to talk to you.. tempted to call you, tempted to find out how're you doing.. but i'm afraid of your reaction.. and i didn't want to give in anymore.. it's just.. tiring.. to always give in and accept whatever punishment you mete out. things are not supposed to work that way you know.. things really work both ways..

anyway, all the desire to pick up tt fone vanished when you come online and i see your nick. once again, it did the job of telling me:
'back off. hate you.'

did alot of things yesterday and today though.. finally completed my long due volunteers list that i'm supposed to hand back to NVPC. takes some determination to finish it though. and it wasn't as hard as i thought it would be..
guess it boils down to..
alot of things just need you to start.. and once you start, things will be alot easier than you thought it would be.. that includes opening your mouth..
once you gather the courage and start on it, things will be alot easier..

but well, where is the courage to come from?!!

anyway, went swimming (or rather, water-dipping) with irene and loo today.. haven't met up with loo since she came back from aussie.. ya been busy with stuff and havent had the time to meet her.. and irene.. been saying want to go her hse b4 hols.. now sch reopen liao then go.. -sighs-


took a picture with loo.. irene went to check her phone and decided to shun bian help us take picture.. nice? =)

i wish to have a wonderful birthday.. pls.....

just officially sent out invitations to my birthday to all my friends. er not all. just those that i'm inviting.

to rene loo xiang: in case you start panicking with sweaty palms why you didn't receive any sms from me, don't worry!!!! you 3 are definitely invited de..

that time when irene sent me a sms to invite me to her bday party, i tot it was rather stupid la.. like HELLO?!! do you still need to formally invite me?!! not like i don't know you have a party coming up lidat.. hahahaha..

anyways, ya... sms-ed people and received a few replies.. surprisingly shaopeng replied quite fast.. ppl i expected to reply fast are ppl like cerise and s81-ers.. and people who ask me 'who's this?'
hahaha ya ppl from my OG.. we don't save each other's hp numbers, apparently.. ya i don't save their numbers too.. bo sim right.. haa..

watched alot of movies recently.. ya you realised the trend.. i watch movies frequently only when i'm attached.. weird ah.. all my bf like to watch movies.. i don't like leh.. i like to walk ard and chit chat..

its amazing when you see yourself change. like, really notice the change in yourself. i noticed an obvious change in myself from the last relationship.. won't say i'm more understanding in this relationship.. i'll say its more.. kan4 de2 kai1.. won't be so narrow minded about alot of things.. learn to give in more.. don't know whether its influenced from him.. but i really received alot of giving-in from him.. so i'm learning to give now.. be more understanding and less ji4 jiao3 about things.. and things won't seem as bad..

well.. i'm still waiting for confirmations about the birthday party attendence.. so if you're reading this.. reply to me k!! =)

oh btw, rene loo xiang, i'm couting you in alr.. feel free to bring along your whole family!! like, justin, eugene, yiyi, hanxu, jz etc... =) all are welcomed k!

-blows away dust-

ok i haven't updated my blog for a super duper ultra long time.. no time la.. was kept busy with CF the whole of last week.. sleeping only like, 3-4 hrs everyday.. with things to do every night.. either we're shifting the pallets ard or doing some other stuff like packing goodie bags

and i fell sick during CF! lost my voice, so in the end relied heavily on yishu, junlin, cerise, liling and ben.. especially yishu and junlin.. been a great help.. if not for them ah, i don't think i can hit 200 sign ups... yesh girls!! we hit 208 signups!!!! =)

alot of post-CF stuff to do ahs.. report writing, collating the signups i have and send back to NVPC. but i haven't done any of those ahs.. gonna be so dead.. ok i gotta start soon!!

alot of happenings recently, but don't really know how to update..

oh btw, The Lakehouse is nice.. its quite touching, i thought.. can consider watching..

next up: Click.. yishu wanted to watch today.. crazy la.. we just watch Lakehouse on tues leh.. hahahah so we're gonna watch Click another day.. when we more free and tickets are less ex la.. hahahaha

suntanning with irene tmr!! looking forward to it..