hahaha... only so i know what that means..
anyway, i saw my calculus guy in school today!!!
so qiao!!!! was on my way to my Jap lesson when i saw him..
he's so cuuutttteee!!!!!
like, nerd nerd lidat..
hahaha.. cuz he's like fa dai den i gotta catch his attention b4 he saw me..
den i said hi and walked off.. den i heard him say 'bye' after i walked off..
so weird!!!
actually wanted to talk awhile, but seems weird.. so i walked off.. was kinda going to be late anyway..
i haven't started studying for my Japanese test!!!!
i don't know what to study!!!
i know i gotta revise, but i don't know where to start.. -_-""
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something came to me when i was on my way home just now..
remembered this scene from the anime 'Twelve Kingdoms'
in 1 of the stories, there is this female master who is very fierce and always blows her top, torturing her servants..
there will be times whereby she blows her top and shouts to her servants, asking them whether they hate her, and the servants will tell her that they love her (though they really hate her to the bones) they are so scared that she will punish them if they told the truth)
then she will get even angrier and shout to them, asking them why don't they tell her the truth. if they hate her, then just tell her that they hate her, but the servants still continue to tell her that they love her..
but actually, she just wants them to be honest with her..
but how many could actually be honest????
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reminds me.. why can't people just be frank and tell other people how you really feel? if i ask, it means that i'm prepared to hear you say thay you don't like me..
i just want to know the truth..
which brings me back to.. why do you want to lie???
is it because you want to please everyone??
don't you realise that by lying, you are actually giving the person excuse to carry on with the ways that you don't like him/her to do???
because when he/she asked you about it, you kept quiet..
so..
don't talk behind the back
don't dislike the person
don't shun the person
because when given the opportunity, you kept quiet..
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hmmm does it sound abit heavy??
hahaha thats what i tot on the bus.. so you can see how boliao i am.. hahaha..
u got what i was trying to say??
hmm i abit blur with what i'm trying to say too.. hahaha..
