was chatting online with xiang and we talked about alot of stuff..
mainly is about a specific someone.. told xiang about how i felt, asked her how she felt..
had a girl's talk..
then she told me something on friendster about *erhem*
hey xiang! i went to see le.. went to the girl's page.. super ai mei can.. the pictures, i mean.. er.. i think really got something gg on.. but i guess its really not up to us to interfere..
anyway, what i wanted to say is that.. realised that for the past few weeks, been having too much hopes and trying too hard.. did too much, think too much, expect too much..
having no expectations and letting nature take its own course is actually the best thing to do right now..
have to agree with xiang that he's super good at leading people on!!
its sad to think that way... but when you interact with him, be careful not to think that he's interested in you, but really just being nice???
'cause he's that kind of person!!!
anyway, what kind of person he is, is really none of my business right now..
and i totally agree.. guys who are attached and put 'single' on friendster are damn irritating and i duno whats their problem.. but thats their own problem.. sorry but me n xiang are sexists.. against guys..
oh i've strayed from my topic..
what i wanted to say is that.. i shall take things in my stride and stop having expectations..
no expectations = no disappointments..
this sentence have been staying in my brains for quite some time..
"我不想习惯失望"
totally suits my feelings..
